Note: I say this now, but I'm sure soon I will be wishing I had MORE hours. Regardless, I can say I am blessed to have a job right now when so many don't and I continue to pray for the unemployment rate to go down. <3
Day 3: I think one of the things that saddens me the most about the death of my mother is looking back at the way I treated her when she WAS alive. As a child, I was a spoiled rotten brat and I know that I said very hurtful things to her. I didn't show the respect that I should have. When I see kids direspecting their parents or arguing, I remind them that life is short, treat others how you want to be treated and don't waste time arguing about the small stuff. This is something that I constantly think about. I KNOW (without a doubt that) I was her pride and joy, her proudest accomplishment, one of the things that she felt she did right by in her life, and I just hope that I didn't shatter her when I said the mean disrespectful things that I used to say. I think if I have anything that I still need to forgive myself for, that would be it.
XOXO
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